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Dr. Helen Magnus ([personal profile] notsocommon) wrote2013-03-17 09:27 pm

for Will

Helen had taken a day to process everything she'd seen before going to talk to Will about it. She felt like she'd been neglecting Gregory somewhat in the process, so she took a day off from clinic work and her classes and just about everything to take care of her son. He seemed grateful enough for the attention, so much as a small baby could, and since Will wasn't around, she took her time giving him a bath and singing to him.

She had a terrible singing voice, true, but her father had always sung her little lullabies growing up and Helen wanted to pass that along to Gregory. She always wanted him to associate his Mummy with someone safe and kind. She always wanted him to know that being in her arms meant that nothing could ever harm him or frighten him.

"I'm sorry I've not been around, little one. Mummy's just had so many things to think about this week. It's nothing to do with you, I promise."

Maybe she could get him soothed and down for a nap before Will came in and then they could talk.
inabmovie: (Carentan: confused)

[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
Will knows when Magnus is up to something or hiding something she doesn't want him to know. He knows it because he knows her, and because he's seen it, and he just knows. She's been away a lot--and it's not like he expects her to spend every waking moment with him, that's ridiculous, but this is just weird--and he's not sure what to think about it.

So when a patient cancels an afternoon appointment, he decides to go home early and maybe if Magnus is home, they can talk.

He comes in silently, in case Greg's asleep, and he hears Magnus singing. To the baby, he guesses, and after a moment he can tell he's right; Magnus is singing to Greg in a low voice. He stands there listening for a moment, remembering, because that act of a mother singing to her child gives him a lot of feelings, and then he hears, I'm sorry I've not been around, little one. Mummy's just had so many things to think about this week. It's nothing to do with you, I promise.

Will's not sure what to make of that.

So he backs away and goes to sit in the front room so he doesn't wake Greg; it's time for his nap and he knows Magnus is putting him down for it.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Patient cancelled an appointment," Will says. "Thought I'd come home early." The way she's reacting to the fact that he's home early is weird and not really like her, either. "Should I... go back?"
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, lucky me." Will drums his fingers against his leg, thinking. "I thought so anyway, having an afternoon off to spend with my wife and son, but you must have plans or something."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds ominous, Will thinks, and he's trying to think about what she might want to talk about with him with that kind of prelude--but not coming up with anything good. "Okay," he says. "What is it?"
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Those. On one hand, Will's relieved that it's nothing worse than that--she hasn't gotten any bad health news about her or Greg, and no one Will would rather not see has shown up on the island--but at the same time, he was hoping she would never find those reels. And it sounds like she's seen some of the same ones he has.

"I was hoping you'd never see those," he says.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
"A while back," he admits. "I mean, I'd always assumed they existed, after hearing about similar things from other people, but I'd never seen them before. But one day... there they were. Just sitting there. I watched a few and I thought... well, it doesn't really seem like us." Weirdly, what had bothered him the most was seeing people like Ashley and especially Clara. It was like a slap in the face.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
"About... I don't know. A year or so ago?" Except he does know. It's not like he's going to forget that, or forget that he was so out of his mind and they had a slip up that resulted in Greg. "Are you pissed I didn't tell you? Because I didn't think you'd want to know. I've seen too many people lose their whole sense of self when they find out they're from a tv show or a book or whatever and I didn't want you to have to deal with that crap."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
"Are you kidding me right now?" Will's voice is low because he doesn't want to wake the baby, but he's pretty irritated that Magnus, who is like, the queen of keeping shit from him (apparently even moreso in the future) is lecturing him on keeping things secret. "Because first of all, it has nothing to do with you being a woman and everything to do with wanting to spare you needless bullshit, because I sure as hell didn't want to know about that damn show and I didn't think you would either, and second of all, you lecturing me on keeping stuff from you is pretty rich, considering there's stuff you maybe ought to have told me but I had to find out from a tv show. Like, my Harvard scholarship? I mean, I get why you kept it from me, and I'm not even pissed, but you cannot stand there and lecture me on not telling you things when you don't tell me everything."
Edited 2013-03-18 04:59 (UTC)
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Not every second you've been alive," Will says, irritated that she's talking to him like he's a child. It's a little like... the Magnus from the episodes and he doesn't like it. "And not even every second that concerns me, although knowing a little bit about how you were controlling my life would possibly have been something I would like to have known. I just find it pretty hypocritical that you're pissed at me for keeping this from you when you're keeping stuff from me."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not going to apologize for not telling you," he says. "I didn't think you'd want to know. This isn't something you can un-know. But hey, I'll be sure to tell you everything in the future, even if it sucks."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
Wow. He has no idea what to say to the idea that he's even remotely anything like Druitt. "I keep one thing from you. One thing and you're comparing me to Jack the Ripper. I don't even know what to say to that." He throws up his hands in frustration and turns and walks out onto the porch, because the alterantive to going outside is saying something hateful that he doesn't mean and that won't help.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
Will doesn't know how he can go back in that room and look at her. She just compared him to freaking Druitt, when all he'd done was try to spare her the knowledge that her life was fictional and everything she'd done up to coming here didn't actually matter because it was all made up. Yeah, that really puts him on the same level as a serial killer. He's pissed enough that he kicks one of the porch's support posts, and that's really unsatisfying because it just makes his foot hurt. So he just sits down on the front step and tries to figure out what the hell he's going to say to that.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah." He's not as pissed as he was before, he's cooled off a little, but he's still a little short with the word. He doesn't get up, and he doesn't invite her to sit beside him. She might take it as trying to control her or whatever.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"He's asleep, in his crib, and we're on the porch," Will says. Her apology has softened his tone somewhat but he's still kind of hurt. "Nothing's going to happen to him. I'd rather stay out here. I don't want to wake him up with any of this."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"It had nothing to do with not trusting you," Will begins. He's caught up in the need to defend himself so much that he almost misses what Magnus says about Druitt and he stops and stares at her. "He did what?" Will thinks this must have been in the parts that he missed because he doesn't remember seeing anything like this.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh my God," Will says, and he's so angry that he can't say anything else for a minute. If he had known this when Druitt was here... well, he doesn't know what he would have done, but letting that bastard walk around like he was just another person with a blank slate would not have been an option. "He better be fucking glad I never saw that part," he manages after a minute. He can't even get his mind around the arrogance and utter disregard for other people that would allow someone to even think about doing something like altering history.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Will's still too furious at Druitt to explain that he, Will, was not manipulating her, and would never manipulate her. Especially not like that. "You know, those people aren't us," he says. "Maybe they used to be, could have been, but they aren't now. Our lives are different than that now and if we're--we've had different experiences than those other versions of us. They're not us."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Will tries to remember the episodes he's seen, but he can't remember anything like what she's describing. "No," he says. I don't think I saw that one... but I don't think this is a hallucination." He can't say why he's sure of that, but he is. "I mean... if anything, that, the whole TV show thing, that is the fiction and this, the island, is the reality." He refuses to believe otherwise.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-18 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"He was going to chance the whole--just go back and change things to they could be like he wants them." Will's still stuck on the monumental arrogance of John Druitt. The man's not even here anymore and he's still causing problems. Will wonders if he came here before or after he decided to rewrite history--not that it matters, but still, if Will ever sees him again he's going to punch him in his stupid face. "Sorry. I just can't get past that. I'm not surprised, though."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-19 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Will mutters a few things under his breath about what exactly he'd be hard-pressed not to do in that situation. "It didn't work, though, did it? There's that, at least."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-19 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"That part I saw," Will says. He didn't see any more after that--what if there isn't anymore? what happens if your tv-show "life" gets canceled? "And I didn't really like it, you know, but it made sense. I'm not really sure what else could have been done."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-20 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
Will shifts on the step and turns toward her, reaching up to take her hand as she pulls away. "Either way, that's not you. Or me." He's not so sure he would have let Magnus push him away like that and he's also not sure about some of the other things he saw. "That's not us."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-21 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Will squeezes her hand, too. "I'll come with you," he says, and stands, but doesn't let go of her hand. He hasn't seen the little guy all day and just wants a peek.
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-21 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
"It was an accident that was totally my fault," Will says, and he hopes she realizes that they caused him enough upset--enough that he wasn't thinking straight--and that he didn't want Magnus to have to go through the same thing. "But it doesn't make me love him any less."
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[personal profile] inabmovie 2013-03-21 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
"Then we should do that," Will murmurs. He doesn't feel like things are resolved between them but they're not actively fighting and he wants to make a little peace, even if it's temporary. Greg's eyes are drooping again but Will thinks if they're careful, they can all settle on the bed together and Greg can go back to sleep.